Dear Amarill,
Well, I can’t say I didn’t get myself here. I had help along the way though. I’m not really sure what happens next, but I’ve been taking a lot of long walks through the levels of Hell. Lucifer still joins me periodically, though some days he just sends one of his minions to check on me… the thoughtful little devil. His heart’s always in the wrong place, but sometimes he makes very interesting conversation. We were on another one of our regular walks beside the river of the damned… I was telling him about the past and everything that led up to you. I don’t actually enjoy being teased by the devil, but occasionally he makes a good point… not that it’s well intended, but you can learn from many things and if you’re careful, even the devil reveals hard truths. He’s just not kind about it and generally not well intended, though sometimes he makes mistakes and causes good results. Anyways, I was telling him about all the things I had been through. He mostly laughed, but there was no one else to tell and I can’t keep silent forever. I try to reach God but I swear that Hell has some sort of Firewall and I can rarely get through. There’s so much that has happened. I lost a lot of time. I’ve been trying to make sense of it all. I only hope that God lets me out soon.
Romeo
