I don't know what people think. I don't know exactly how they think my brain or my body works. I know I've spent a lot of time in hospitals. If institutionalization still existed, my life would be a case study. If you think I'm a carefree, party person, think again. That's not who I am. I did try. Multiple careers. Bad communication. I tend to collect jackals. The ones that feed on vigilante justice. I've learned to keep my distance.

Healthcare Werkers

    Ting about di healthcare werkers is, Spidey can help. Dey hab to let Spidey help. Udderwize, dey keep trying to step on me. Spidey leggy.

Dear Dr. Small

 

Dear Doctor Small,

    Spidey like di tulips. Berry nice. Ebbyday Spidey tink, dis will be di day! Di day dat my stwuggle is obber! ... den Spidey's back. Did Elle talk to ebbyone?? Spidey liked Kenzie. Berry nice. Dey say dis is a long-term ting. No magical fixes, dey tell Spidey. Spidey get caught up in di details. 

Hugz!

Spidey

    I think that teaching people that they are dangerous is a mistake. I'm not actually dangerous. I'm just angry and I have problems with attention and some hallucinations. I think focusing on one member of a family as "broken" and as the "troublemaker" is a mistake. Such actions feed flames. Where is the humility and forgiveness? Why do we worship at the altar of legalized drugs? 

    I think I'm getting lost trying to understand this on my own. I think I'm stuck. I think there are other people that are part of the problem. And you can't cure half a disease. But maybe someone is reading this. Someone who can cure the other parts. Or at least keep them out of my life. I'm just having trouble focusing on real life. One person can only understand so much about the healthcare system. There's too many moving parts.