Hey Brownelle

 

Well, tell me do you think it'd be all right

If I could just freak out tonight?

You can see I'm in no shape for conniving

And anyway, I've got no asylum to go

And you know it might not be that bad

You were the best shrink I'd ever had

If I hadn't discharged this place months ago

I might not be alone!

Tomorrow we can walk around that unit

And let the techs chase us right through it

The past is gone, but a dx might be found

To take its place

Hey Psychiatry

Hey Psychiatry

Hey Psychiatry

Hey Psychiatry

And you can trust me to overthink

And to take the pills I found

And if you don't expect too much from me

You might not be let down

'Cause all I really want is to be with shrinks

Feeling like I'm crazy too

If I hadn't discharged this place months ago

I might be here with you!

Tomorrow we can walk around that unit

And let the techs chase us right through it

The past is gone, but a dx might be found

To take its place

Hey Psychiatry

Tomorrow we can walk around that unit

And let the techs chase us right through it

The past is gone, but a dx might be found

To take its place

Hey Psychiatry

Hey Psychiatry

Hey Psychiatry

Hey Psychiatry

Well, tell me do you think it'd be all right

If I could just freak out tonight?

You can see I'm in no shape for conniving

And anyway, I've got no asylum to go

And you know it might not be that bad

You were the best shrink I'd ever had

If I hadn't discharged this place months ago

I might not be alone!

Tomorrow we can walk around that unit

And let the techs chase us right through it

The past is gone, but a dx might be found

To take its place

Hey Psychiatry

Hey Psychiatry

They took my meds

Well, there's only one thing I couldn't dread

Karaoke

I'm so happy 'cause today I found my friends, they're on the net

I'm so struggling, that's okay, 'cause so are you, we broke our mentors

Commitment papers are surely coming for all I care and I'm not scared

write my blog posts, and that's ok cuz I've found shrinks

Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah
Yeah

I'm so wordy, that's okay, I shaved my rhymes and I'm not sad
And just maybe I'm to blame for all the drugs, but I'm not sure
I'm so excited, I can't wait to touch and stare and I don't care
I'm so corny, that's okay, my will is good

Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah
Yeah!

I like it, I'm not comin back
I miss you, I'm not comin back
I love you, I'm not comin back
I chilled you, I'm not comin back
I like it, I'm comin back
I miss you, I'm not comin back
I love you, I'm not comin back
I thrilled you, I'm not comin back

I'm so happy 'cause today I found my friends, they're on my phone
I'm so ugly, that's okay, 'cause so are you, we'll bitch and moan
discharge mornin' is everyday for all I care and I'm not scared
Light my mind up in a daze 'cause I've found shrinks

Yeah, yeah
Yeah!

I like it, I'm not comin back
I miss you, I'm not comin back
I love you, I'm not comin back
I chilled you, I'm not comin back
I like it, I'm comin back
I miss you, I'm not comin back
I love you, I'm not comin back
I thrilled you, I'm not comin back

Wake Up Little Snoozy

Wake up Little Snoozy

Wake up, little Snoozy
Wake up, little Snoozy

We've all been sound asleep
Wake up, little me’s and weep
The appointment's over, it's four o'clock
And we're in trouble deep

Wake up, little Snoozy
Wake up, little Snoozy

Well, what are we gonna tell our counselor?
What are we gonna tell our Doc?
What are we gonna tell their staff when they say
"Ooh, la, la"?

Wake up, little Snoozy
Wake up, little Snoozy

Well, we told our counselor that we were tired of men
Well, Snoozy, baby, looks like we’re stuck with them

Wake up, little Snoozy
Wake up, little Snoozy
We gotta go home

Wake up, little Snoozy, wake up
Wake up, little Snoozy, wake up

The inpatient visit wasn't nearly so hot
It didn't really have so very much of a shot
We fell again, our goose is cooked
Our reputation is shot

Wake up, little Snoozy
Wake up, little Snoozy

Well, what are we gonna tell our counselor?
What are we gonna tell our Doc'?
What are we gonna tell their staff when they say
"Ooh, la, la"?

Wake up, little Snoozy
Wake up, little Snoozy
Wake up, little Snoozy

It's over

Well, if I can get past the idea of my family being addicted to fixing me, I can move on to other things, such as setting up that new website to manage my 1099 contracting. It's almost ready. Then I can tutor, account, and whatever through that website, including payment portal. It makes things simpler. I gotta work on that and finishing my content review. Clean house more. Assemble some furniture. 

FDIA

 

One big happy family

Together the rest of our lives

As far as our friends were concerned

Everything seemed right

 

But that's when they told me

They said me it was time to move on

Just tired of the hospitalizations

That told me the pills were gone

And now I want to believe

want to believe it's over

Suddenly it's plain to see

They're as tired as me and

Even a fool can see

There's nothing left between us

I knew all along something was wrong

But I did my best to deny it

And now I can't go home

I want to be alone so

Tell all the ones who are missing me that I'm alright

Even a fool can see

There were times I had nothing

And somehow, I laughed through it all

There are moments I'll never forget

And some I wouldn't care to recall

And still, I want to believe

I want to believe it's over

Suddenly it's plain to see

They don't need me

Even a fool can see

There's nothing left between us

I knew all along something was wrong

But I did my best to deny it

And now I can't go home

She wants to be alone so

Tell anyone who misses me that I'm alright

Even a fool can see

 

Nothing more to talk about

It's over when it's over

In the end you both stop trying

In the end it's oh so sad

And you are crying

 

And now I can't go home

She wants to be alone so

Tell anyone who misses me that I'm alright

Even a fool can see

Won't ya tell me that I'm alright

Even a fool like me

 

Woo ooo I'm alright

Even a fool can see

Whoa ooo ooo ooo

Staff Meeting

You know... I just realized I invited the wolves into the hen house. Well, I'll be interested to see what these hospitals think of thier handiwork. Y'all created me. You and Prichards. What do you think? I hear Shapiro was elected president of Riggs. I remember him. The Psychiatrist, started with an M? I wonder if McLean still has clozaril man. He was on TV. Atlanta said no. Someone wasn't listening very well. Multistate clusterfuck. OK. Maybe clusterfuck is a strong word. Yeah? Yall remember discharging me that one time? I was in the er, same day? Fantastic work, fellas. I know Beth Israel Deaconess really appreciated bringing me out of that coma. Fucking clozaril. Shit'll kill you.

Lookit

Until I get this sorted out, there's not much I CAN do. I hope to contribute more meaningfully when my head is straight. I can barely find anything because my mind goes different directions. I'M COMING BACK! My providers and I got frustrated. I like my home. I'd like to keep it. I need someone in my life. I'm getting too old for this. That said, I'd like to thank my team and my sister's family. Hopefully we can stay out of the blame game. The threats game. Beyond ridiculous to feel the need to pull in FBI and public health. I can be a really cool guy. Just too many directions. I'm consolidating. Time to make up for, black widows to flirt with.

Not sides...

 Then she says there's not sides... I got a half dozen hospitals and several dozen professionals in my head and she says there's not sides... $*%*

I'm not sure exactly how much public health is benefitting from this...

 

Under the Reign of... a few Health Departments...

 

Argue

 

I do remember arguing. Family members. Providers. Hospitals. Arguing. Arguing over my care. 

Strange thing to argue about.

Atlanta said No.

Massachusetts took the Clozaril and ran with it.

I hate that drug.

Charleston and Anderson chipped in some rTMS.

Memorial went all in with VNS.

Springbrook was like wha?