Sisters

Dear Elle,

Hi! You remember me, right? We spent a lot of time together. It seems like a long time ago. But we were close. At least, I like to think so. We took a few wrong turns, but not all is lost. Im still here. Do you get scared? When I get scared, I like to run. Just one foot in front of the other. As long as it takes. Sometimes I picture myself running backwards, into the past. I visitation my friends. Thats where I find you. In the past. Then we're together, just like sisters. Dont be scared. The past is never far.  I'm sorry about the follow. 

Best

Jess

Defiant

Determination, it echoes against the winds of hate and denial
Higher rising the legend's banner that strife cannot defile
The currency of whispers speaks to resentment and regret
But further on the banner waves in the glimmer of sunset

She spoke of times I failed her in the trials of becoming men

Charging with our banners just to flee them once again

Smartly in the shadows we regain our strength and honor

To rise again in righteous defense of our burning manor.

Jealously, she spoke of triumphs snatched from jackal's jaw

And wounds of blood and anger that would ripen red and raw

Vengeful in our justice we become a certain type of man

Who struggles with the question of when to stay the hand.

Lucid now, we never fail to fight our fickle fate

Never turning from a horrid will to find our hate.

And so we turn and spirits burn with passion in our eye

To choose between our love and hate, the passions we defy.

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Deer Elle

    Spidey just dudent like when di health care providers pick on Molly. Spidey chooses his own providers, tank glue berry dutch. Tell dem, Elle. Spidey a berry nice arachnid. Spidey was nice. He didn't hurt ennyone. Spidey like his women. Dey take good care ob Spidey. 🫂 Elle 🫂  Dont werry. Spidey look out for elle. Ebbyting be ok. 

Spidey

Good Morning Greenville County!

    Spidey here! Today's arachnid is working on anudder chapter of dee Watcher series. Follow our protagonist as he explores the mysterious storm world! Working on some illustrations. Stay tuned for more from Ashes N Dust

Good Morning Greenville County

Allergies

    Allergies can be challenging. Mine have been awful. Guanfacine loosens the mucus, Phenylephrine reduces it, and allergy medications like Claritin and Allegra decrease the immune system response. 

    Today, I'm getting some Mucinex that has Guanfacine, Phenylephrine, and acetaminophen all in one. By replacing the Guanfacine only tablets, I might get more relief. I really want to focus better. I need to be productive. I've been really tired and frustrated with the doctors. I need to try to put the ENT on the calendar. If I can get enough sleep and take ativan when going to doctor's offices, maybe I can do better. I want to be less tired and more productive. The allergies and lack of sleep have been a problem. 

Threats

    I just hope the hospital and I don't engage in more threats. I understand there's limited resources and they have difficult working conditions. I know I made a mistake with Elle. I don't want it to be all about me. I just want to focus on feeling better so I can be more productive. I think they can help with the allergies, the sleep, and the fatigue.

    It looks like I'll be doing the intensive outpatient program at MIP. They feel like seeing my doctor more often would help. Maybe I'll be able to address my concerns more directly.