Deer Elle

Deer Elle

    Spidey just dudent like when di health care providers pick on Molly. Spidey chooses his own providers, tank glue berry dutch. Tell dem, Elle. Spidey a berry nice arachnid. Spidey was nice. He didn't hurt ennyone. Spidey like his women. Dey take good care ob Spidey. 🫂 Elle 🫂  Dont werry. Spidey look out for elle. Ebbyting be ok. 

Spidey

Good Morning Greenville County!

    Spidey here! Today's arachnid is working on anudder chapter of dee Watcher series. Follow our protagonist as he explores the mysterious storm world! Working on some illustrations. Stay tuned for more from Ashes N Dust

Good Morning Greenville County

Allergies

    Allergies can be challenging. Mine have been awful. Guanfacine loosens the mucus, Phenylephrine reduces it, and allergy medications like Claritin and Allegra decrease the immune system response. 

    Today, I'm getting some Mucinex that has Guanfacine, Phenylephrine, and acetaminophen all in one. By replacing the Guanfacine only tablets, I might get more relief. I really want to focus better. I need to be productive. I've been really tired and frustrated with the doctors. I need to try to put the ENT on the calendar. If I can get enough sleep and take ativan when going to doctor's offices, maybe I can do better. I want to be less tired and more productive. The allergies and lack of sleep have been a problem. 

Threats

    I just hope the hospital and I don't engage in more threats. I understand there's limited resources and they have difficult working conditions. I know I made a mistake with Elle. I don't want it to be all about me. I just want to focus on feeling better so I can be more productive. I think they can help with the allergies, the sleep, and the fatigue.

    It looks like I'll be doing the intensive outpatient program at MIP. They feel like seeing my doctor more often would help. Maybe I'll be able to address my concerns more directly.

Dear dr Small

 Dear Small,

Spidey tried. Missed di boat. At least i don't have to pretend. Hopefully i won't see you ennytime soon.

Spidey

Dear Elle

Dear Elle,

    I remember the old days, when I used to keep the anger more hidden. At least it seemed that way. I've been in the system too long. I miss the way we used to talk. It seemed less serious. But maybe the time for humor has passed? Maybe it's time to be serious. I do feel like I am learning more. I don't see this as failure. I see it as the necessary next step. I hope wherever you are, whatever you are doing, you understand. You and Leaves both. I want you to be happy. 

    I miss you. Hopefully I've learned everything I needed to know from you. I need to focus. I feel like I've wasted too much time. I need to focus on being more productive and less angry. I just wanted to make you proud. I wanted you to want to say, yeah, I knew Ashes. He was a great guy. I'm sorry. I hope you're not upset. I have tried. Don't give up on me. 

Yours,

Ashes