Hospital just habbing a tizzy fit obber Elle. I've known where she lives for years. So what? I knew where leaves was. Where molly was. So what? Thats what I don't understand. They were all right here. Big deal. 

Spidey kneads his black widow. Gedding too old for dis.

You knooooooow....

    That gives me an idea. What they need is a dating service that specializes in psychiatric nurses and mental health techs. 

    Di hospital got concerned because one night, Spidey was talking to di staff... said how much he appreciates Elle. And dey said, oh, you mean Elle *lastname*? Knot spideys fault dey gab spidey her last name. 

    Wellllll.... didn't take long. Background check. Der she was. She lives down the road. Not far. Not far at all. Dats why I knew I needed counseling. When I say she understands trauma... I'm not kidding. The background check said it all. So that's why the hospital worries. But really. I've known where she lived for years. Never went there. Had to delete. Spidey gets a liddle mixed up. Di nurses... sometimes dey understood. Sometimes knot. Leaves understood. 

    I'm not always good at talking to people, and family can be difficult. They don't get it. Not at all. They'd rather lock me up. Force medicate. Makes talking to them difficult. They totally don't get it. Not even close. I always liked mental health workers. They understand better. Usually. I guess im feeling a liddle hung up. On the tech. I don't remember her name. I can't keep going back to these hospitals. I keep getting attached to the workers. I'm worried about it. And so are they. I cant keep getting attached to nurses and techs. It becomes a problem. 

    Then last time one tried to hug me. And I said I couldn't. For that exact reason. I keep thinking about the technician. I don't really know anything about her. It's getting too complicated with these hospitals. I need to stay outside.  I'm getting too old for this. They wanted me to come back in. And what? Here i am again? I'll take technician #4? They said I was not sounding very clear. But I'm tired of the back and forth. Tired of the med carousel.  Tired of the families. Tired of the name. They're all trying to fix me. Tired of that too. 

    Ebbyday, Spidey tink, wun day Spidey pind his black widow. Spidey like di blue eyes. Nice smile. Berry nice. Spidey get a liddle wrapped up in di sweet ones. Maybe spidey like di nurses too much. But. Dey understand spidey. Dey hab seen di dark side ob tings. 

    Spidey used to get in trubble at di hospital. Said Spidey couldn't hug di nurses no more. Den he went to di udder hospital. Damn place said di same ting. Dat was apter Spidey hugged twee or phor. Dey got radder annoyed. Now dey don't like di poems needer. 

 

Spidey's back wooooo wooooooooo!

 I'm getting a little hazy. I'll have to come back to this one.