Delusional

So I think im going to be DELUSIONAL now. I'M going to lie about MY AUNT'S money being stolen by her executor. so someone might FILE A REPORT with MAULDIN police about state and federal laws being violated. Yep. I think I'm going to lie now. I'm going to listen to my conscience and lie. So thats what I'm doing. Lying about my aunts money being stolen. That's what she would want me to do. Lie about her money being stolen. Because she can act on my lies and delusions. She can do that. See sometimes thats what I have to do. Is lie and be delusional about people I may or may not know. It helps me sleep. And people know im lying. Cuz I said so. So thats what im doing. 

Confidence

I'm confident my childhood friend would want to calm waters. She would see what Springbrook was saying about too many pills. She would understand our anger about overmedicalization around woodruff road, the ER, and mip... about lying to patients, DSM mania and manipulating thier healthcare. The forced medication and harassment around CCBH. She would understand. She would help. I know she's the kind of person would make it stop. She would be like Leaves and Elle. She would not allow it. She and her friends would stop them. Permanently. Regardless of my delusions and lies. She would not allow it. I trust that. So I'm going to rest. Let the FBI watch me. Let my friend calm waters. They're all part of my wall that holds back trauma waters. These people.

Stay tuned

Apparently, unless and until these hospitals and Psychiatrists agree, I'm delusional and cruel and a liar. So you can treat this all as fiction. Though I don't understand why I can't quit if I'm simply delusional. But we're going with delusional. And they say I'm the wierd one. I'm the wierd one? You people won't leave me alone, but I'm the wierd one. I get to be so damn interesting. Public Health stay tuned. Local menace signing off. Nevermind conscience, we get delusional. Nevermind the people around me, we get delusional. No, its every treatment center from here to timbuktu and we get delusional. If nothing else, you'll understand the dangers of lots of different pills. That wasn't even a complete list. Crazy's overrated.

Sincerity

 I also think being honest is important. So I am sincerely hoping that the FBI is shutting down what I believe to be a racketeering operation in Greenville County.