Summertime Sadness

Not feeling like self

    Angry's not feeling like himself. He's been struck by a strange feeling of increased calm. Hallucinating less. Angry is feeling less angry. He's misplaced his rage. He's hoping not to find it.

Munchausen Byproxy

Come to think of it, when a healthcare professional said my parents were harmful, that person was right. Pushing medical care i did not want or need. Munchausen Byproxy. Not that I've been diagnosed. But it has similarities. I've seen it with other people. Keep in mind this is from the perspective of a traumatized and improperly medicated person. My perspective is thus biased. I've had a difficult time. 

Esketamine

 

Landed me in the ER

K

 

Under the Reign of... a few Health Departments...

 

Argue

 

I do remember arguing. Family members. Providers. Hospitals. Arguing. Arguing over my care. 

Strange thing to argue about.

Atlanta said No.

Massachusetts took the Clozaril and ran with it.

I hate that drug.

Charleston and Anderson chipped in some rTMS.

Memorial went all in with VNS.

Springbrook was like wha?

(Adult Content)

 

 

My Women

    Now where was I? Ah yes, my women. Spidey hab a full team almost. Dey take good care. Today, Spidey saw Molly, Brittany MD, and Mo. There's a Matt around. There's a new crop of intern. But I haven't met her. Then there's Artstick. I don't think Elly's on the team ennymore. 

    Of course Elle is gone. Leaves is still out there somewherez. Jenn's working for Elly. The allergy ladies. I see the one with the GI doc soon. I'm getting the new ENT, new dentist. Gotta see the eye doc. There's coffee and the other Jenn. There's a Psychiatry PA. The gals down at the Internist. Busy, busy. Oh, the neurologist. Who's more then happy to defer to the others, but then she just monitors my device. 

    Then I still have the sleep specialist at Anmed. I need to pick up some l-theanine. The nighttime one helps, but I need some for the day that doesn't have melatonin in it. Now I'm looking at getting an assistant or a body double. Well staffed. Spidey pay top fly. 

Youtube Music

 

Enjoy!

 

Dey Gwow up so slow...