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Sunday, May 11, 2025

Dissociation

 Sometimes When I'm very dissociative I start laughing and crying at the same time. It reminds me of that purple heart guy. Sometimes When things build up you just go in different directions at the same time. Like that joker character. Wierd type of angry sad overwhelmed

Invisible friend

I've met many people who have heard voices. There was this one guy on CL. He had a female hallucination that he was friends with. I don't remember his name or the hallucinations name. But it was interesting listening to him talk about thier relationship. It seemed strange at the time. But I was heavily medicated. Now I have several. I don't consider them friends. They're parts of me.
So sometimes I hear voices... one sounds like a sort of cyborg...
One sounds like an angry old man
One sounds more like a young woman
One sounds like an adult woman
One sounds like a kid
One doesnt have a particular sound
One sounds more like the me I've know most my life
And the last sounds like a young man

They have songs too...
Ebbyday dat molly pind gnew waze to inspire spidey... den I sing my song...

Spidey gonna get webby...
On a 66 chebby...
When tings get hebby...
Molly keep it steady...

Den der used to be tAmy
But she wasn't di samy...
So spidey get webby...
Till di web is ready...

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