Angry

Now, where was I? Ah, yes, Angry. Angry is a little upset with the medical system. Angry feels they aren't listening. Angry isn't alone. Other people are Angry too. Angry just wants to make sure people are safe. Be taken seriously for once. But the doctors are more interested in covering up their mistakes. But that's ok. Because people know what happened to Angry. At least some people understand Angry. We're all human. Angry just needs time and space. People that actually listen. Take Angry seriously. And Angry found them. They work at places like IMA. 

The Drugs didn't get me through McClean. You wanna know what it was? Faith. I talked to God. People don't give me credit. But I have faith. I kept saying to Him... I know there must be a reason. You're trying to make me strong. But for what purpose? People don't want to give me credit. They want to demonize. Find someone or something to blame. And run around. It makes me Angry. Clozapine isn't worth the shit they make it out of. Human engineering run amuck. I cannot go back to the medication table. I need to take my meds sparingly. Not shovel them down. It's the pills that are the problem. Pills, lies, and coverups. They kill just like guns. Just ask Beth Israel Deaconess. They know. It feels good to write truth. Pills will kill you. I was misled. "Clozaril is YOUR medicine." Bullshit. Liar. I gotta stop missing red flags. I gotta stop spending time with doctors. God complexes. The patients revolve around them. 

There is NO fix for lies and unprocessed emotions. You're looking for a criminal? Someone to jail? Look for the white coat. Then you'll know who the criminal actually is. The rest needs to remain unsaid. Theranos was real. Some other things are too. Trace the history. The people. The facts. Then you know. There are somethings that cannot be faked. Started in childhood. I cannot possibly fool this many people. SOMETHING happened. Before the age of ten. The rest is history. 

DON'T SPREAD YOUR TRAUMA!