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Now, accountability is not a bad thing. Auditing is not by nature a bad thing. It cleans out the herd a bit. So that the people who are not able to do the job properly do not cause harm or tarnish the reputation of the remainder. That's what I'm hoping for. Is to keep everyone safe and encourage good ethics and responsibility. I just hope people are paying attention before I go to court. Because if we do a little clean up outside of the court room, then things are less messy in the real world and the courtroom has less work to do. 

Some professionals have bad boundaries. I'm harping on this to make sure I'm getting the point across. Because I only need to sue so many people. And I don't actually relish the idea. I do it because it is necessary. Because the public has a vested interest in a safe and effective health care system. I want people to be able to trust their doctors. We can't do that if there are irresponsible professionals out there. Right now I need to focus on real life and getting ready for court. the people in my life need to focus on not obstructing justice so that they don't face criminal charges. It's not a good idea to make this messy. That said, I hope public health is paying attention. Because, again, I've been asked to say something. Greenville County has a problem. Doctors are not acting in the best interest of patients. Lying to patients generates health problems and lawsuits. It generates resentment. It generates people going elsewhere. So now I've fired my ENT for dishonesty, incompetence, and not acting in my best interest. But the GI doc and the internist and allergist have been responsive. The neurologist... is more responsive then the Psychiatrist was. And I have two referrals for new ENTs. Some people want to sweep all this under the rug. They go to great lengths to cover tracks. Including CCBH, Woodruff Road, and my family. Medical people like to hide their mistakes. They don't like being questioned. Which only makes it uglier when the truth comes out. So we shouldn't drag this out. We need to let a court decide. And when the time comes that I am ready, I will talk to the lawyers and we'll go over the evidence and determine who will be named as a defendant. We'll be responsible, we won't waste the court's time. We'll definitely be looking at McClean, clozapine manufacturers, Woodruff Road, and the guy that worked under Church. Probably MIP. And if everyone else keeps their damn trap shut then they won't need to be named as defendants either. 

I do not want to have to look at racketeering or obstruction of justice. I do not like locking people up. I know what that's like. We just need some accountability. So that people can be safe from liberalized, NAZI like medicine. In the end the State brings criminal charges. Not me. That's not up to me. I just tell them what happened. And I know for a fact that the state has little interest in putting doctors behind bars. Not exactly a great use of resources. But it can happen if necessary. So I need people to keep their mouths shut so that I don't have to file reports. It's nasty business. My team and I find talking to the FBI rather frightening. Especially when they say little in return. Then we wonder what the heck they are doing. Maybe nothing. Maybe more then nothing. We don't know. But that's the whole point. If, in fact, they were to be conducting a criminal investigation, they would not say so until they have all the facts and are ready to move. So again, maybe nothing at all. Maybe more then that. I don't know. What I do know is that a court date is coming. And fighting it only makes it more inevitable. Because at this point I have assured the FBI that I will cooperate with whatever they are or are not doing. So I have an obligation of my own. And people that are counting on me to make sure that this county is safe. Good ethical medical practices for the kids. Responsible use of Federal funding. I have enough experts that have verified that I have major medical issues. One of those issues is regarding ability to recall past events. Clarity brought this to my attention. That alone makes working regular hours difficult. The autism spectrum is actually a smaller problem. Clarity also brought up my difficulty in seeing the bigger picture. Connecting Dots. They pointed out my auditory processing difficulties. This was in a controlled environment. I'm not so intelligent that I can fool this many people. It's literally not possible.

So instead of arguing over whether or not it is real or who is to blame, the effective person would accept reality (I am disabled), try to deal with that reality realistically and compassionately, and seek corrective action to protect others. We are working on those things. Keeping people safe. In the real world, unfortunately sometimes things go wrong. That doesn't mean lashing out blindly. It does mean moving on. But it also requires accountability. To keep people safe. My father learned that the hard way. I inherited his stubbornness. But I intend to use it for good in my own way. Help fix this ridiculous medical system. Part of that is getting people to respect the instructions of the professionals that are doing the right thing. Part of that is to correct or retire the professionals that do the wrong thing. One thing I would suggest for the hospitals is to have the engineers and architects consider better controlling sound. Less auditory chaos in hospitals decreases stress and increases privacy. I really hope someone is taking me seriously here. I have been in your hospitals so much.

You might as well help yourselves by listening to honest feedback. There are things you can change that make it better for everyone and wouldn't even cost that much. Some extra soundproofing material. Not the end of the world. Don't make me repeat myself. Lawsuits get started that way. Not just mine. So let me help you. I'm not even charging for the help. It wouldn't have to be this ugly if you LISTENED, didn't engage in COVERUPS, and were RESPONSIBLE. Undue influence. Look it up. Then make sure your doctors are being ethical. I don't like calling the medical board. It freaks me out. I called twice now. Once about my former psychiatrist and once about someone manipulating my aunt's meds. Don't make me call these kinds of people.

Anyways, stop freaking out about lawsuits. The evidence and the lawyers will do the talking. Only the guilty have cause for concern. I'll be avoiding family until it's over. Otherwise I'm caught between the community and my family and it's pissing people off. Hopefully soon I'll be able to write and do more happy things. First, I have work to do.