I've been giving my professionals feedback on how to help me. The biggest feedback is to simply hear my feedback. What all is right and wrong upstairs may be a matter of debate, but I'm not a child anymore. I for one am glad I got off Clozaril. It's been rough, but I know it was right for me. 

    Today I have the Sleep doc and the head doc as I continue my "health care journey". Sleep's been around 6 hours and I'm trying to fine tune my focus. 

    I think independence of thought is important, and that's hard to do within the system. Sometimes there's too many wheels bumping up against each other to keep them all moving in the same direction. That's why I like independent contracting and small teams. So long as each team keeps within the general ruleset, small teams can wiggle a little and still stay in line. 

    I can't jump on too many bandwagons. I'm getting myself down to a system that works for me. I feel like I expressed my concerns and adjusted my circles and boundaries. Perhaps now everything starts falling into place. In the meantime, regarding the scammers, I'll stay in touch with law enforcement as needed and screen my communications more carefully.