Until I hear back from the job or adsense, we're in a holding pattern. Need income from somewhere to do anything.
Sunday, July 6, 2025
A liddle mixed up
Spidey got a liddle mixed up, got distracted. But the meds nearly balanced. Waiting to hear back from di job interview. Maybe once ebbyting seddled with accountec and friends of upstate healthcare, Spidey get in a groove and find black widow.
501(c)(4)
I decided to launch an effort to maintain Friends of Upstate Healthcare as a 501(c)(4). Maybe this will help me to move in a positive direction with my advocacy. It's all too easy to get lost in negativity. If anyone wants to join, please email ashesndust@outlook.com. Note this is intentionally a separate entity from Accountec LLC, which is a for profit business.
What I need...
What i need is for people to keep reading. And I'll try to make the content more upbeat while still being real. Because I'm applying to jobs and seeking customers but I need income. Every little view counts. Every little view is one step closer to me staying out of the hospitals and in my home. As many views as possible. I'll even start a go fund me for the hospital. I'll come up with a funny name. How about the free us from ashes fund? Maybe a bad connotation... actually i kinda like it. I think I'll create a non profit to manage my healthcare advocacy efforts.
Catastrophic & Phoenix Center
You know, I could go to Phoenix Center. I've reached catastrophic coverage. Maybe that would get the hospital off my back. It seems like a waste of money, though. I think I just need to learn to shelter in place better. Ride out the rough times. I just don't feel good about being around people. I don't seem to know the right things to say as well as I thought I did.
Saturday, July 5, 2025
Can't sleep
Dear coffee,
I need to get better at this communication thing. If Clozaril could fix this, I would be on it in a heartbeat. Unfortunately, it doesn't work that way. I need to stay out of hospitals. They're wigging me out. I'm like a lemming with hospitals. I just went to the ER to address the racing heart, clammy skin, faintness and weakness after Spravato, and boy what a nightmare. I don't need any more medical emergencies, that is for sure. It is a great mystery of miscommunications. I should have shut down the bullshit. I didn't. I was feeling a little too threatened to speak. I know someday I will be in a hospital again. What then? A lawsuit? Countersuits? Threats and toxic Bullshit? I have trouble understand the mind games.
Ashes
I still feel the need to post in case I end up in a hospital again.
1. No, thc is not the reason I am here.
2. No I am not here for drugs
3. No, I am not here to learn names
4. No, I do not date my medical professionals
5. Take the legal threats and shove them up your ass.
6. I don't give a damn what dx you put on the chart, so long as you treat the symptoms
7. Don't call my family. Don't lie to me. Dont play games.
What was it like to file the complaint against ccbh
Miserable. Would it do it again? Of course, sc has a right to know whats going on in its hospitals. From what I understand, patient care has improved.But i need to stay out of hospitals.
Why did i file the complaint about ccbh?
Ive gotten a lot of heat for filing that complaint against ccbh. Why did I file?
1. They spit in my food and watched me eat it on camera
2. They told me to kill myself
3. They repeatedly went into my phone, looking at my personal info including hippa protected information and legal documents without permission.
4. When the insurance refused to pay, they threatened my sister.
5. They force medicated without a justifiable reason
6. They referred to me as "it"
I'm not supposed to talk about it, but then the drug addict bullshit and the harassment outside of the hospital via phone. An ex employee called me.i think it was the guy that used to repair airplanes. One of the one to ones. They didn't have the first clue what they were doing.
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