Nature vs Nurture

Now, there's a concept in Psychology known as nature vs nurture. Something CCBH clearly did not understand. Blatant stupidity. Anyways, nature is that genetic predisposition and nurture is experience. So, maybe, people understand nature vs. nurture better, we won't need so many drugs and whiteboards. Children that can self soothe, ones that are given space and taught proper boundaries, those children tend to do better. They have better emotional control. They don't need as many pills. I definitely had a chaotic childhood. I was definitely not given many choices of my own. I definitely had people bullying me and causing me grief. I definitely became a runner. I definitely learned some self-defense. I definitely have survival mechanisms. I'm definitely at the point of fighting back. Y'all taught me a lot. 

I remember Fort McClean. The armoring. I can't see anything positive about that place. But I know why I ended up there. And nothing happens in a vacuum. People have help. Maybe this time, we can be more constructive. Maybe this time less like Nazis. Less like Machines. More like people. Elle was patient and kind and that helped me keep going. But I have unfinished business. Some clean up. It's what drives me. I can barely think about anything else. It's time for some clean up. A little bit of tweaking. Of the people that helped me get here. those people. They have letters after their names. They were my families. Just a little cleanup. Until the bullshit stops and we all sit down. There's plenty of records. I'm confident that there are MDs that are ready to switch. And then it ends for good. So, let's be intelligent. Stop playing games. Mind our own business. And let a court sort it out for good. Otherwise, it never ends. This is what you created. You turned it against yourselves. Too many people know. So, it's only a matter of time. I need a court to rule. I need the FDA to ban that drug. Permanently. We started something decades ago. It has to end. My families and I have a cancer. We need to work it out. Permanently. Not some, get over it bullshit. Not some, forget about it bullshit. Not some quick fix. A permanent solution. By court order. Or it never ends. People will always mess with me. And it's caused problems. A mess across the upstate and into Massachusetts. It's wearing on people. It's just "my" problem. It's interstate.