Switching

People get hung up on switching. Myself included. I don't actually change from one person to another. I don't have extreme or complex plans. I'm not a criminal mastermind. I'm observant. It's more like a republic. 8 parts. Not all are present at one time. But decisions are made kind of like majority rule. There's a President. The members vote. If they are absent, they abstain. If no decision is made, we generally follow past precedent. But within rules. Like laws. Like the Bible. It doesn't mean that I always know what to do or say. Sometimes I feel torn. Between sides. 

If there has been a major switch, it's away from doctors and towards lower-level people. Doctors haven't worked out so good. Maybe that's why Arson can't find one to work with me. I don't like them so much. I don't know if the hospitals are going to lock me out or I'm going to lock them out but we're getting sick of each other. Govt insurance, overmedicalization. Too much time together. Need to see other people. 

Anyways, I need to work on my domestic labor skills. Maybe dig out that drain in the backyard. Stop obsessing over things I can't control. Past experiences and different careers. Practice that Guitar. All those mind my own business skills. 180 tax returns. ugh. You'd think I'd have filed my own on time. tricky with different types of income but if I get the paper forms instead of the stupid software, maybe I can do the 1099-QA or whatever its called. The tax softwares get picky with rare forms. 

Maybe doctors can find a different obsession.