Trouble focusing

    In the mornings, while I have ritalin, i do more, but still more slowly then I used to. More thinking about what I'm doing. Then as the time goes by I slow down. At times i have trouble starting and maintaining tasks. Other times its like my mind is spinning in circles. Getting up to do something, forgetting what I was doing or not finding what i needed to do it. Start. Stop. Start. Stop. Spinnnnnnnnn.

    Other times I get stuck on the same activity. The abilify helps with anger and extreme thoughts. The ritalin helps with shifting and maintaining focus. Mirtazapine helps sleep. Buproprion and desenfaxaline depression and anxiety. Propranolol helps abilify side effects. 

    I applied to several part time positions back they came back no. Theres one more then previously expressed interest that im going to apply to. Im waiting to hear back from a marketing firm. I'm continuing to expand social media presence and work on writing. I have more laundry and organizing lined up. I need to find my label maker. 

    I have to get some laundry done and straighten up before tomorrow. Then I have to go to the store and get some gin for the chicken wing recipe. Lots to do. I have more social anxiety then I used to. But the depression is doing very well. Very well. It's more the cognitive issues.